Thursday, March 30, 2006
( EatTing... )
Lets see... okay... maybe on monday i didn't eat that much?! but on tuesday... after eating curry chicken noodle... i went on to eat crepe and ice-cream! yesterday i ate... urm... can't really remember much about it... but i know that i had eaten a lot and drank Macdonalds chocolate milkshake before i went home (>.<) and today... i still felt hungry after i've eaten a big plate of pasta!!! i wonder what i will eat tomorrow though... Argh *stop it*... i've to stop thinking about food!!! (>_<)
but maybe... maybe i won't get fat if i eat these much for this week? haha... maybe... but without even doing any exercise... *sobs* maybe not...
BUT... i shall not condon out the possibility that i will not get fat even if i eat this much... heehee (m^.^m) because... i may not get fat at all! argh... i think i better stop talking about this fat stuff... because if i do... i will know that someone is going to come after me for this... =
Monday, March 27, 2006
( *Sundae* )
Well...i went to delifrance yesterday and ate this sundae... with chocolate, strawberry and vanilla ice cream... topped with fudge, strawberry and *CARAMEL*... hontou ni oishii desu yo!! and it only cost $1... well i got it for that price anyway...
*squeals* i want to have another one of that sundae... it is reeeaalllyyy GOOOOD (m^-^m) but the serving is not that big though... it is like any cup used to serve ice-cream.. the smaller ones that is... i want it to be bigger... maybe 3 times bigger? haha...just kidding...
Argh... but now i'm craving for that sundae again... and i won't be able to have it *cries bitterly* (T.T)
Friday, March 24, 2006
( Demoralisation... )
my mum does not really do what she says... our school had this parents meeting to TALK about... our results... when said that a lot of people did not do well for the Common Test this time round... she said that it was ok... you will learn from it...
BUT... when the results were gotten... she scolded me for not doing so well... what happened to the "its ok"? i felt that the results i had gotten was better then i had expected but nooo... she had to keep on talking about my poor results over and over again... from school all the way till after our dinner... even my dad did the same... they kept on rattling and rattling about it... i didn't have the appetite to continue eating...
Yar... they saw my results that ranged from B to E... but they just failed to see that one A1 that i got for amaths... maybe it is just the the other letters had overpower it or something... i do not know...
but when my mum finally realised that little A i got... she told my dad how i could do well for amaths but not my emaths... and... my dad had to continue with his demoralisation talk... "it is not good to only score well for one subject... if u want to score... make sure u do it for everything... or else it is no use!"
if that's the case... how i wished that i had gotten a B instead, just like the others... like that, it wont be missed out, unlike A. they just can't find anything to praise me about... not even my amaths... it is just demoralising words one after the other... i'm sick and tired of it!
what with the... "if u don't score less than 20... you can't go anywhere... not even to poly..." well.. i could... its just that i won't be able to get into the course that i wanted that's all... but god dammit... they had to continue saying... " with this type of results you can only get to ITE... or maybe work after that... as waitress or sales promoters..." WTH... my results are not that bad that i will go to ITE... and i won't! i just can't seem to stand anything any longer... k'so... i just wish that they would stop talking... i already feel that i have succeeded a little by geting higher grades than expected... but they just have to grab me by my ankle and slam me down hard onto the floor... what with all the broken, shattered hopes i now see flying around me...
yar... i now that this is a realy long post... but i just had to let it out... and i'm still feeling pissed... >_<
i guess i'll stop here... gd nitex (^_^)
( A Comfy Place )
wEll... some of my classmates went to IKEA yesterday to buy furnitures and cushion for our class... hahah... since each class is given $500 we might as well use it right? but we only spent around $270... so... we still got extra to but other stuffs *smilE* (m^.^m)
although the stuff bought are not so decorative or anything, but it has already made the class look so much more comfortable, with the colorful cushions everywhere and our also realy bright class... hahahx =D
now our class seems to be a place for us to sleep, more then study... but hey.. it is better this way right?
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